I’m sick and when I am sick I am impatient. I don’t want to wait to get well. I don’t want to do the things that I need to do to get well–namely rest and take medicine. I am a terrible, awful sick person.
Today has been a day of constantly waiting to do nothing. Trying to force myself to rest, get better, calm down, be still. Can’t really force it, can’t really control it. And therein lies my problem.
How does one trust, have faith and give up on the illusion that is “control?”
*shrugs*
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